honey ...

i trust you. i think.

Sock Monkey

Hi Babe! l ... we are sitting outside talking about cleaning the office. I am thinking about the trip to IKEA. I was a hot mess. I was feeling very aggressive, like I wanted to "accidentally" ram a cart into someone or elbow that person behind me in line in the face. I hope your office turns out awesome. I hate feeling like I don't know who I am. I go in one day, in minutes sometimes, from being angry and aggressive to feeling like I want to help everyone I see do whatever it is they are trying to do. I know you think it is just this job, but it's really how I was before I met you. Getting divorced was a huge relief, it took so much off my shoulders that I was really stable for a while. I only hope you can see the real me and still manage to love me. I love you and your gas and your silly faces and your crankiness and your neatness issues and your humor and your talent and your heart! Your heart is so big and kind and easily bruised and I want to keep it safe for you.